I realize that allowing myself to fully enjoy life, my inner me starts to play the old recording of all that I’ve not handled or completed or accomplished. And do I think it’s responsible to have fun, to be as if I have no cares, carelessness is irresponsible. The record goes on and on. But today I’m saying YES, to myself, yes to life being easy and the Almighty upholding me, yes to expecting gracious expansion,  yes to laughing alot, to dancing more and yes to love, success, relationship, health and finally all that means joy to me.

I am repenting, turning from ways that have not served me or the universe.  I am turning from old ways and releasing unspoken vows. I am repenting and making new vows. I choose to open the vault and let go of; being in my head instead of in my heart so much. I’ve decided to have heart, and it takes heart to go for it, to go with self expression that honors your truth, then I’m setting  my goal to be present rather than constraining myself to appear perfect and well put together.  It’s  authenticity, that gets the worm (feeding off the early bird gets the worm).
Ive had a change of heart and I am repenting by turning from my old way of doing things and trying a new way of thinking and being that requires letting go and releasing constraints, control, thinking rather than feeling, and showing up for the task whatever it is.
I repent from dwelling on what I can’t do, am not good at, who is better at something  than me. And I change to what can I do, how can I help, and finally what difference does it make in the scheme of things. Its time out for calculating every move, mine and someone else’s.  Recalibrate by making the heart felt move and live with the fear of loss if need be, although we never lose, even when it feels like it in the moment. And thats okay to be in your moment and know that good is coming our of it. While you cry your hurtful tears, you can smile when they dry because you did a new thing and you took heart.
I am taking heart today and hopefully I’m taking some folks with me on this challenging course and setting a new course.  Let me know if you’re game for any of it.
Peace,

Let this truth rest in you today, the Almighty has anointed you to move your life onward, forward, & upward thru faith and with grace. You are anointed and have been crowned to reign & to rule. The anointing is empowerment. Empowerment to make things change, to heal, to set free. Just like what Jesus did, He was anointed to set the captives free, to heal, & bring deliverance.  This same anointing is in us. Receive it, breathe it in, acknowledge it, become it and let it give you new life that feeds others, whereby giving them live. I’m claiming my anointing and I’m reigning today.

In a moment when I was searching for wellbeing, I began to think on finding the moments of feelings of happiness, joy, love, pleasure.  When did I feel these feelings? Where was I,  and who was I with? Who do I share happy times with? Why does this person, thing make me feel happy. I then went on to ponder on the other feelings and ask the same questions.
This process helped me to define the experiences I want to have and how to recreate them. Then to define who I’d like to draw closer to. I began to make plans to add more of the moments and the feelings that I desire to have.
It was an awesome discovery and an ah ha moment that has rearranged my daily activities and my long term goals.
I would encourage everyone to do this.
The trick is to look at your whys attached to the people and things. See your whats real and whats superficial and whether your feelings are more defined in whats real or whats superficial.
Find your defining moments!
Lisa

Life can be a battle at times and it will seem like it’s beating us up too.
When you’re in a battle with circumstances of life, you must know how to fight or “you gone learn today”. You better fight back, was what your mother, father, or older sibling would tell you if someone was bulling you.
Good fighters know strategic moves and good fighters are considered to have skill and are ready to defend themselves when attacked. In a physical fight you can win if you know how to fight, it’s the same with life. What is it to be a good fighter?  Well, you’d know the way to throw a good punch and generally a good fighter throws a punch to put the attacker on his ass. Unlike a not so good fighter,  who wants to keep the attacker off them. Good fighters land with impact, they bob & weaver, use their physical strength to wrestle. There is some strategy to being a good fighter. Good fighters can take a punch too, they will take a lick and keep on ticking (dating myself). Good fighters use instinct.
What kind of fighter are you,  is the question because good or not you will be in a fight and will have to apply whatever kind of skill you have. Some of us think we’re good fighters but are really scared, selling wolf tickets with lots of bark but no bite. We will even run before even trying at times if you’re not a good fighter.
Can you,  do you, defend yourself when your self worth is attacked,  when your confidence needs defending, or when you value is slapped to the side by someone? Do you show your attacker your winning skills and awesome ability to lay them out and cause them to recognize who they are messing with? Do you scream, cry and then run? Are you screaming you’ll be sorry you messed with me although your plan of recourse is to just talk badly behind the back of your attacker?
Fighters are prepared on attack and instinctively respond defensively and offensively.
Good fighters keep their skills up, make sure they are sharp and quick.
When life comes with a battle or is beating you up, be prepared to fight for yourself,  your dreams, your family and fight to win, landing the assailant on his ass.
Fight a good fight with tenacity, with skill & strategy for your self worth, and self respect and always fight for what you deserve.
Have confidence in your ability to win. Let the attacker know you don’t what none of this!

Kick butt,